Uncle's Retrospective of His Past

AAAA... it's been so long since i last blog-ged. I'm not sure whether i am that busy or i'm just too lazy to blog. Hahaha, anyways, here's a recap of my life these few months.

1st: Graduated
2nd: Got a job (kinda loving it at the moment)
3rd: Stayed honest n loyal (though it was and still is very hard)

Well then, i got a job at an offshore company which provides somewhat minimum amount of pay for a degree holder but yet i stay due to the environment. I shifted to kemaman just to work and for heaven's sake, i am finally an engineer. Hahaha...

Well then, being an engineer, there are a few perks to it but there are also the bad side of it... anyways, i'll tell you guys a story.


Three engineers and three accountants are traveling by train to a conference. At the station, the three accountants each buy tickets and watch as the three engineers buy only a single ticket.

"How are three people going to travel on only one ticket?" asks an accountant. "Watch and you'll see," answers an engineer. They all board the train. The accountants take their respective seats but all three engineers cram into a restroom and close the door behind them. Shortly after the train has departed, the conductor comes around collecting tickets. He knocks on the restroom door and says, "Ticket, please." The door opens just a crack and a single arm emerges with a ticket in hand. The conductor takes it and moves on.

The accountants saw this and agreed it was quite a clever idea. So after the conference, the accountants decide to copy the engineers on the return trip and save some money. When they get to the station they buy a single ticket for the return trip. To their astonishment, the engineers don't buy a ticket at all. "How are you going to travel without a ticket?" says one perplexed accountant. "Watch and you'll see," answers an engineer. When they board the train the three accountants cram into a restroom and the three engineers cram into another one nearby. The train departs.

Shortly afterward, one of the engineers leaves his restroom and walks over to the restroom where the accountants are hiding. He knocks on the door and says, "Ticket, please."


-end-

Hahaha, had a good laugh.. anyways .. i'm off to bed, might start blogging again soon enough. Till then.. nights

I just got back from a trip to tioman, many will not know that i even went there. Before going off, there were some really weird incidents which triggered something inside me, something that i have not felt for so long, anger and hatred.

I personally dont mind being criticized and for all there is, do tell me my weakness. And by saying this, i mean, tell me my weakness and not without my permission just paste it out there about me and then make false accuses. The move you made was very offensive but unlike you, i shall not tell you to put it down or out, i'll just let it be cause it shows me the truth that someone feels. Its ok, its your space and you have the rights. Just that you made me regret backing you up, regret taking the blame for something you did. If i were to list out 10 things i hate about you, i'd probably fail but i do have a few things in mind but let me tell you the few most important ones.

1> i hate people jz peeping up from my window, i didn't pay $400/month to have someone jz coming over from my window to peep (besides the fact that i like to sleep naked and all)

2> come on, think, theres a certain degree of freedom in joking, it stops when people say no and they dont like it. You leave bruises and marks on the body, not that much on mine but still, come on... think, i myself am not perfect but at least i respect others. ps: i've told you countless times dont play with the head cause even our parents dont do that just for the fun of it.


All right all right, skip all these lame things, i recently went to tioman island and as boring as it sounds, i did have fun :) anwyays, i'll update the pictures in the next post :)

I am officially announcing my birthday :P

24th of may, im gona be so old that even my voice will sound old :P
I've never really told anyone about my birthday, but this year, im just gona be frank and you guys have to bear with it.

My birthday is on the 24th of MAY!!! This SUNDAY!!! and for your imformation, i am really wishing for something!!!! haha may my cash be enough to get myself these few items :P

i just wanna BLOW a candle. yes, a candle, NOT YOU!!!

and lastly, do remember to wish me

[Verse 1]

Mama thank you for who I am,

Thank you for all the things I'm not,

Forgive me for the words unsaid,

And for the times I forgot.

[Verse 2]

Mama remember all my life,

You showed me love you sacrificed,

Think of those young and early days,

How I've changed along the way.

[Bridge]

And I know you believed

And I know you had dreams

And I'm sorry it took all this time to see

That I am where I am because of your truth

I miss you, I miss you

[Verse 3]

Mama forgive the times you cried

Forgive me for not making right

All of the storms I may have caused

And I've been wrong dry your eyes

[Bridge]

[Verse 4]

Mama I hope this makes you smile

I hope you're happy with my life

At peace with every choice I made

How I've changed

Along the way

And I know you believed in all of my dreams

And I owe it all to you, Mama

This song can make me cry over and over again, i've done so many wrong things to my mum, too many tears were shed up to a point, i still cry even when those incidences were reminisced.

Ma, i may not say it to you in person, but i really love you, thank you for everything, your sacrifices. I did a lot of wrong things, i'm really sorry i'm really sorry i'm really sorry, i'm sorry when at times i don't listen to you, i'm sorry i'm just too blind to see that you only wanted the best of me, i'm sorry that you have to go through life's misery just for me.

Ma, sorry for cursing behind your back, sorry for not being able to follow the simplest rule you set for me, i'm sorry that i grew up the opposite of what you wanted.

The truth is, no matter how much i rebel, no matter how hard i try to act as if i don't really care, i actually really do care. If there would be a chance for me to change those rude words, those harsh actions and those ridiculous thoughts, i would, i swear i would.

Ma, i know you won't read this but here i appologize with all my heart, i'm really sorry for all i am, for all those that i did wrong, i really love you.

Thank you ma for always being there for me.

Happy mother's day Puan Noor Habibah Hj Arshad.

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